Conclusion of the last 10 days

The last 10 days i have slept about 5 of those, being awake for 2 days in a stretch. I’m working my ass off to achieve my goals and reach a point i’m satisfied with. But i think i might be deluding myself and getting psychosis-like symptoms because of the stimulants. Becoming very paranoid about people’s intentions and i can’t understand that they really want from me and if they’re playing a game i don’t understand. Lashing out on them with no proof just intuition saying they are fooling me. I have alot of bad experience with people before and it manifests into disbelief towards even my closest. I don’t know how i can prove this so i’m being a pain in the ass. So much anger towards people i can’t think straight.

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